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In the description for this entry I mentioned that we were currently undertaking a long-term project to document the social, cultural and material changes that will take place in Blackpool over the next few years. This shot is part of that project.

Today, Libby and I (and an MA photography student from our local photography college) took a preliminary trip around some of the boarded up buildings that will eventually be demolished when the Talbot Gateway is built. The trip was arranged/coordinated by Damian Masters from GVA Grimley, Martin Turley from Blackpool Council and Kate Staley from ReBlackpool. Thanks.

During the day we visited The Flying Handbag (a former pub), The Flamingo (a nightclub), Collins (which sold paint, wallpaper, and so on), and a number of private houses. Hopefully we'll be able to go back to all of these locations

This shot was taken in one of the private houses which looked as though squatters had lived there for a while. In the room where this was taken there were various tins of food – some full, some empty – a sleeping bag, some spectacles, a pair of trainers, three or four cassette tapes, and various other abandoned items. The one that caught my eye though was the letter in the left frame of this image.

For me, it seemed incongruous. I don't know what I expected to read, but, in the context of the abandonment and decay that surrounded it, it seemed almost infinitely sad. I've included the text below.

Dear George.

Do you know when I said we could have sex I don't think Im ready for that.

So instead if Im stopping at yours all I would like is for us just to cuddle each other.

Cause when we do make love I won't it to be special I won't to feel the mood so what I would like is candles. But you can make me and you something to eat then after tea we can retire to the bedroom thats were we can cuddle up together and you never know we could end up making love. I wouldn't won't to come to yours tomorrow night. I don't make make a habbit of sleeping with men on the first date but for some reason I won't to make love to you. And we can eat strawberrys cause that is what couples do they feed each other strawberrys its supposed to make you randy. But when I do come I might be to shy to make love to you.

Can we go places cause he never took me anywhere. If you don't won't me to come tomorrow let me know. Im romantic are you?

I would like chocolates sometimes. Id like to go to town with you and mcdonalds sometimes. If you won't me to come tomoz I will do. I really hope you feel the same as I do.

write back

xx

keep smiling

 
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comment by Brett Admire at 08:38 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

at first I was skeptical on the image.. But after reading this and what it's for.. it's wonderful. Which I find interesting that before knowing the story and background to this it was plain to me, but after the fact now this image is great and tells so much. Brilliant capture

comment by JD at 08:39 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

I was about to say 'have you been round my house again?', but in light of the back story that would seem inappropriate.

I think this is fantastic. Reminds me of my childhood. Yes, really.

comment by Sean at 08:41 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

This is both one of my favorite Chromasia pictues (the tones! the shadows!) and one of my favorite descriptions. Happy Friday.

comment by andresbortnik at 08:42 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

A lot of smoke...

comment by tim at 08:44 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

that letter is one of the most beautiful things that has been posted on this site. Thank you.

comment by m at 09:00 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

I hope the letter was received and the planned evening a success before the eviction took place. Nothing to say about the pic.

comment by lynn at 09:05 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

strawberries, chocolate, and mcdonalds. purely and tenderly poignant, that letter: beautiful.

comment by Ash at 09:11 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

I agree with you David, the letter is incredibly sad. There's such a feeling of desperation and lonliness, but there is also hope and a glimer of happiness in the letter that leads you to believe that maybe, just maybe there is a happy ending to the story.

comment by Rivi at 09:39 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

The photo captures the mood of the letter. It made me wonder what actually happened. ...

comment by Joe at 09:44 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

I really like the tones and the story is quite a sad one all things considered. The picture seems almost gritty. One of my favorites on your site. Very well done!

comment by Robbmc at 10:12 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

Great insight, great post. Thanks.

comment by Donosti at 11:13 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

great contrast and colours.

comment by Mark Palmer at 11:25 PM (GMT) on 20 October, 2006

M: I assume that this was a letter left by squatters, not previous tenants of the house. As far as I can remember there is still one house occupied in this terrace of around 10 houses and it was up to the tenants to leave, most chose to but 1 were stubborn and are there to this day as far as I'm aware.

About the letter, it left me speechless, it's not often we get an insight into peoples lives on that sort of level. The picture itself sums up the bad side of Blackpool in my opinion.

Also, the student I assume came from Blackpool & Fylde college? I study National Diploma Photography there... :)

comment by Jennifer at 12:09 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Actually made me cry .......

comment by MikesRightBrain at 12:43 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

David, the letter is truly sad and amazing. I feel almost voyeuristic in reading it. Did you in any way feel that it was inappropriate to read it? Just wondering. I would have read it myself, of course.

comment by Kelvin at 01:00 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

a rare glimpse into someone's life. good shot.

comment by Geoff at 02:37 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

I applaud you David, for taking your photography into an area where it can be so much more than pretty pictures. Photography is capable of so much more. As a single image without explanation it's not so great, but in a large project with a context and supporting information, a single picture becomes so much more. This seems like a really good project.

comment by char at 02:44 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

With that type of letter the picture is most appropriate in expressing his feeling as he was reading the letter...

comment by Richard at 03:16 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

I wonder if the resident/squatter was the recipient of the letter or the author.

comment by Urvi at 03:55 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

I love that you included the text, it makes the image that much richer

comment by Libby at 09:18 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Mark Palmer - There are in fact two houses still occupied by their owners, not tenants. I spoke to one couple that have lived there over 40 years , and are are obviously upset that their home and business is going to be knocked down. They say they are there not out of 'stubboness', but because of disagreements over what their property is worth. Meanwhile, residents on the opposite side of the street can't wait to see the empty houses gone, and the new development start.
And yes, the student was from Blackpool & Fylde College :-)

comment by Barbro at 11:33 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Your picture is like a synopsis to a film. Very moving.

comment by Tim at 11:56 AM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Very good photo, as always, and a very poignant commentary too.
However, I'm a bit uneasy about the ethics of publishing the contents of a such a private letter, and such a recent one too, here on the web for all and sundry to read.

It would seem unlikely that the letter was left carelessly lying around by the person who wrote it. That, presumably, would have been the recipient.
It looks like it took enormous courage for the person to write those words, and if it was me, I'd be horrified and humiliated to read them on your site now, to discover they were now in the public domain. I realise that one day this picture and it's contents will make an interesting historical record, but judging from the state of the cigarette ends and non-rustiness of the can, the feelings expressed belong very much in the here and now, and for me at least, just a little bit too close for comfort. Am I being a bit po-faced?

comment by Damian Masters at 12:39 PM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Looks like it was a good visit. Although this is probably not the right forum, we now have authority/funds to reopen negotiations to buy the last two properties in the terrace.

comment by djn1 at 02:40 PM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Thanks everyone.

Ash: yes, there may well have been a happy ending. I hope so.

MikesRightBrain: it felt odd reading it, but, given it had been abandoned, it didn't feel inappropriate.

Geoff: a photoblog isn't the best way to present this sort of material - I imagine a lot of people just looked at this one and didn't read the commentary - so I'll be setting up a separate 'project' section on chromasia at some point soon.

Tim: this property has been secure for a number of months, and is weather-proof, so it might be quite some time since the letter was abandoned. Also, the original was signed and there was one other name in the main body of the letter, so to avoid any potential embarrassment I removed both.

Damian: thanks, yes, it was a good visit. And it's good to hear you'll be reopening negotiations with the remaining occupants.

comment by Karl Baumann at 03:19 PM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

seems that it was a long night ;)

comment by Sharla at 07:25 PM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

There is nothing in this shot that I like (except maybe finding lost change), even though the technical aspects of the shot are fine and well presented. I could be neutral on the piece of paper but knowing the contents of the letter kills that neutrality.

Examining all the emotions stirred and the out-of-frame thoughts and remembrances, I have to judge this as an excellent shot!

comment by djn1 at 07:35 PM (GMT) on 21 October, 2006

Sharla: no, there's nothing intrinsic to the image that I like either, but I'm becoming increasingly dissatisfied with the aim of posting images that stand entirely on their own merit. I'm not putting this very well. Basically, I think that what I'm trying to say is that I'm moving towards a more narrative form of photography where the images are embedded in other structures that change or enhance their meaning. When I've thought a bit more about this I'll probably post something more lucid.

comment by Mark Palmer at 12:27 AM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

Libby sorry I knew these were privately owned, I just got my terminology mixed up, and I am only saying what the inpression I got from the Gazette was.

comment by Sharla at 01:32 AM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

djn1: I understand perfectly. I don't want your photography to make me comfortable. I count on you to move me and that you do!

comment by amanda at 11:58 AM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

lovely tones.
yummy colours like this make living dirty seem enticing.

comment by Zippy at 01:18 PM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

How desperately, heartbreakingly sad. How many of these small, sad stories are going on all around us? How many will happen to us? A girl trying to find romance in a squat will make me think about this for the rest of the day.

comment by Sysagent at 04:10 PM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

Ughh cigarettes!

After reading your description the shot is even more enforced as a good un Dave.

comment by BBW at 04:33 PM (GMT) on 22 October, 2006

I don't find it particularly sad to be honest. The letter isn't really poignant enough and doesn't reflect the image in the slightest. The story behind the letter seems completely removed from the image, I'm not sure the two are connected. It looks as though the letter was found on the property (possibly left by previous legitimate owners) and is now being read by anyone who walks in to the house.

comment by derLitograph at 12:34 PM (GMT) on 23 October, 2006

The picture transfers a good mood. I like it very much. Also the next three shots.

comment by Kay at 07:27 PM (GMT) on 23 October, 2006

Not being a photographer, I probably see it slightly differently as just a member of the audience. I felt you didn't need to include the text written out in full above, it made me feel uneasy to read something so private ( as someone else said). I thought the image on its own said enough without it.Just my opinion!

comment by m at 03:04 PM (GMT) on 25 October, 2006

Mark,
Cheers for the update. I'd figured it was a squater that had left the letter and I also figure the squaters did not leave of their own volition, my clue to this is the 3 coins and the packet of rizla's - you never leave rizla's behind Mark! I still hope the planned meeting happened, it would make a sad story happier.